Spring

I’ve screwed up
I’m clued up
Gut sinking
fuck
blinking
And gaze reflectively.

But I can’t control it. Those tender nauseating gaps keep cracking open, letting in the slime.

First times

Uncertain breath flows and catches and carries me And keeps me from falling fast Keeping fast not like in the past Hesitation is a tower and as strong As a heart that pounds running long distance growing behind me, dipping Slipping under swiftly moving hands Meeting in the grass under sunlight And I said we…

beats

beat, street, heat, feet, feat, complete, meet, meet, be, being together, passing time, making it, making out, making up, in, inside, glistening surfaces, running on and on forever, fever, with her, over her, over here, in me, out me, out, shout, drought, doubt, doubt, cover, cower, coward. lie, lie, high, hysteric, die, nigh, spy, on…

Writing session no. 1

life is light and tight like flight flexed wings poised moist void lloyd wright knew despite the odds and oddities and flaws my claws are sheathed and sleep hibernate debate the state irate innate great inflate create permeate three words – sell a bird – what is heard by ones who preferred tv to jazz…