Spring

I’ve screwed up
I’m clued up
Gut sinking
fuck
blinking
And gaze reflectively.

But I can’t control it. Those tender nauseating gaps keep cracking open, letting in the slime.

You are you

Duck breast, moscatel (?) or sherry 
Pears 

Green beans

Potatoes.

Just another night, a long night, 
just right.

Clouds and mountains move across the sky.
Papaya, kiwi, apples
In a bowl and another salad
on the side.

Where are my friends?

Where have they all gone? Where have they all gone to? Where are all the muff divers Beaver bumpers Slit lickers Mound humpers Where are all the lesbians?  Where is their throaty laughter? Where are all their chuckles? The swagger and bright hellos Grins and kind eyes Quick jokes and helpful hands Where are all the lesbians?  Where have my friends gone? Where have they run off…

humming

humming in, breathing out
mindfulness, time,
timelessness a luxury –
no appointments on the horizon

Tied

I am tied to a pole unable to loose myself. Limp, light, waiting for something free and strong to fill me out and up. And every time help comes, we struggle. The bonds tighten and pull at my whole self. I’m filled with intention in those moments, and hope. There is so much to do,…

A fat duck

A fat duck sits on the fenceHindquarters engulf a narrow metal barTail feathers criss-crossed, forest green and surprising whiteThe odd head-bulb, quiet, sharply cocked How does she do that,Wonders a bare-leafed winter treeThe thickly covered silver green carpetWaits to be crushed Ice-tipped mud oozing and stiffAs lowly quackers trample and hopeHopping, stepping, openingWings to embrace…

Yo

Yo My name is bitch And I am sick I am sick with ease The smooth corridors The facilitating The open doors The facile codes Yo My paleness pause The Morros ring peace through my curls Hoping silence drips from a sloping snout Whiteness a master key I am sick of peace and silence White…

Sweet

Muffin and cake and cake and muffin and muffin and cake and cake and muffin and pie. And pie.  

Four pm

energy lulled in icy drafts stumbling up a staircase confused. a last breath at four pm was felt a world away. forgotten, dusty, quiet memory.

My Body

My body is a revolution. This body of work – This body electric, Singing. My body is a battlefield. This landscape dotted With struggle and change. Fighting. My body is a temple. This celestial dance – Millennia surround us. Determined. My body is mine, My body is mine, My body.